Last night. All night. Fighting and bickering and disagreeing like nobody's business. I had a headache the size of China. Do you know how hard it is to review for a chem test while characters are having a fight? Incredibly hard!
Luna, for whatever reason, is a complete brat to me. I have no clue what I did, but she insists upon not telling me anything, being in love with stupid Obadiah (who she won't let me call "Bad"), and then bugging me to write her story.
Drell, an already angry, messed-up person, has recently made her presence very known to me and my whole family. Last night, while I was studiously contemplating how far I could chuck my review book and still be able to read it, she began pestering me too.
The sweetheart who hates dark people and the dark person who hates sweethearts decided to battle over which story I should write. Then, with all the nerve they have, after I told them I had review to do, they began arguing over whether I should be doing my chem or not. Luna is getting another scene with Obadiah for backing me with that one. I think Micah is going to die sooner if Drell doesn't knock it off.
My father, lovingly, yelled at me about how important sleep is for school work and that if he ever sees me up until midnight ag - what on earth was I doing shaking my head at him? It was my unbelief that it was already midnight and I had wasted three hours with two stupid characters. I have decided that, unlike siblings, these two can die if they don't stop pestering me.
I sound insane and like I am, in fact, schizophrenic. But according to my mother's good ol' doc, I'm not. Got to love being an actress. Yes, sometimes much more than writing because acting is not having the responsibility of a million stories (okay, only a few at the moment) begging my time.
The thoughts in my head, sometimes absurd, sometimes deep, never stop racing, so sometimes I make this their destination.
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
A. (because I don't feel like a title)
Regents week. No... hell week. Supposedly a term for acting. the week before opening night when you run around reciting your lines like a chicken with mad cow disease. I always find that week very nice and easy to slip into. It's like a dream; the ones where my stories come to me and I am not me anymore. That makes me happy.
Then comes this week. Regents week. Sure, I can sleep later. But what does that matter to me? I want to be typing furiously on the computer in a way that makes my parents worry. NOT sitting there like a good little schoolgirl studying the end of wars and such. You know what I what i would like to study?
1) Pre-medieval warfare and the creatures from my world. Nope. Got to study the periodic table trends.
2) ancient Greek clothing choices or I'll just let my characters run free and wild. Bring that up and I have triangles shoved down my throat.
3) My world needs a map because otherwise I will be too confused. I have a map... of Latin America. I'm almost positive there is not a country called Galsha in Latin America
4) Hi Drella! I am thinking of names for... shoot. Stupid Philosophes. (yes, I talk to my characters.)
5) the Workings of a Wizard! I mean, uh, organic molecules or something of that sort.
next week I am locking myself in my room (after spending three days cleaning the disaster) and writing writing writing reading and writing!
Come week of July 1, come!
Then comes this week. Regents week. Sure, I can sleep later. But what does that matter to me? I want to be typing furiously on the computer in a way that makes my parents worry. NOT sitting there like a good little schoolgirl studying the end of wars and such. You know what I what i would like to study?
1) Pre-medieval warfare and the creatures from my world. Nope. Got to study the periodic table trends.
2) ancient Greek clothing choices or I'll just let my characters run free and wild. Bring that up and I have triangles shoved down my throat.
3) My world needs a map because otherwise I will be too confused. I have a map... of Latin America. I'm almost positive there is not a country called Galsha in Latin America
4) Hi Drella! I am thinking of names for... shoot. Stupid Philosophes. (yes, I talk to my characters.)
5) the Workings of a Wizard! I mean, uh, organic molecules or something of that sort.
next week I am locking myself in my room (after spending three days cleaning the disaster) and writing writing writing reading and writing!
Come week of July 1, come!
Thursday, June 10, 2010
Realizations - ones that will hold lifelong lessons to only me
6-4-10 --- *yawn* wait... underwear is a good thing to have....
6-5-10 --- 1) food is actually what keeps one from puking on the rides... 2.) a moldy loaf of bread is the worst insult out there 3) how to amuse three teenage girls... have a lightning storm
6-6-10 --- 1) little children love it when you scream oddly and/or call them chicken nuggets 2) screaming obnoxiously at an amusement park and then while watching children will leave you sounding like a duck...
6-7-10 --- ...then by the next day you sound like a man duck who smokes something... but apparently you sound adorable
6-8-10 --- 1) the special friend in the song is me. Yup, I talk to trees, thank you Chris for announcing that to the class. 2) My dad is just a little too used to me 3) ah! we're the Sacred Twins! 3) my backyard is the Forest of Wizards... and where Luna "dies"
6-9-10 --- 1)wow, Tony is graduating 2)I make awesome fudge 3)walking in the rain ruins shoes... and a good mood 4) People don't want to hear how excited you are that your friend is your twin in an alternate reality
6-10-10 --- 1) pants are a good thing to keep clean 2) Spanish should go find a hole to die in 3) creating your own language while taking a final is never a good idea... especially when it's for Spanish 4) essays are essays... not stories. 5) stupid Obadiah is being very protective and i want to off Zipporah's daughter. 6) Luna is getting much more than I ever planned
6-5-10 --- 1) food is actually what keeps one from puking on the rides... 2.) a moldy loaf of bread is the worst insult out there 3) how to amuse three teenage girls... have a lightning storm
6-6-10 --- 1) little children love it when you scream oddly and/or call them chicken nuggets 2) screaming obnoxiously at an amusement park and then while watching children will leave you sounding like a duck...
6-7-10 --- ...then by the next day you sound like a man duck who smokes something... but apparently you sound adorable
6-8-10 --- 1) the special friend in the song is me. Yup, I talk to trees, thank you Chris for announcing that to the class. 2) My dad is just a little too used to me 3) ah! we're the Sacred Twins! 3) my backyard is the Forest of Wizards... and where Luna "dies"
6-9-10 --- 1)wow, Tony is graduating 2)I make awesome fudge 3)walking in the rain ruins shoes... and a good mood 4) People don't want to hear how excited you are that your friend is your twin in an alternate reality
6-10-10 --- 1) pants are a good thing to keep clean 2) Spanish should go find a hole to die in 3) creating your own language while taking a final is never a good idea... especially when it's for Spanish 4) essays are essays... not stories. 5) stupid Obadiah is being very protective and i want to off Zipporah's daughter. 6) Luna is getting much more than I ever planned
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